Monday, December 27, 2010

When We Collide

A cheesy X factor reference that I might remember to explain later. 

My trip to the UK was amazing. Words cant describe the time that I spent there. But, I'll do my best. I'll also have to break it up. I like to make it look like I am too busy to write this blog all at once. Plus, I dont want to scare you off with a really long post. So we will take it a day or two at a time. 

November 29, 2010
This was the day! The first day in a while that I woke up excited to face. I would be leaving for the UK in a matter of hours now. It was the end of a 3 month long count down that seemed more like 7 years. My first time to visit Europe. I must be honest...I wasn't in the company that I thought that I would be in for this first journey. I was alone. But, being alone was what I wanted for this trip. I was going to try a catch the life I had been living over the summer with the hope that things would still be the same. I couldn't wait to be there.


This 7 hour flight better go by quickly...

My flight was long. That is all that I can say about that. The aim was to sleep--but that didn't come easily. I was too excited. Instead, I watched 2 movies and listened to music that made me think of Joe. My mind was racing. The flight attendants couldn't serve the free alcohol fast enough to keep up with the thoughts running through my head.

What am I doing? Am I chasing something that should have ended in September? IS THIS REAL LIFE?

It is almost scary to me just how much a part of my life Joe has become. It has changed so much in the past 6 months. When I think about life before moving to New York I feel like I am looking at a stranger's story. Even this summer seems like a distant memory of a person I used to know but no longer identify with. All of the memories of the summer still linger every where that I go everyday...but its only memories. Nothing of it is reality anymore.

In other words, this trip was a God send to my sanity.


Touch down in London Town. I wish that I could tell you what day it was. But for someone who had just jumped 5 hours ahead in time, I forgive myself. Heathrow Airport is a maze that I dont feel like writing about. But, I eventually made my way through customs and found the correct terminal for my next flight to Glasgow.

t minus 3 hours to big head. snow interruption. 


I landed in Glasgow and practically ran off the plane. I was so excited to finally be there and I just knew Joe would be standing there at baggage claim waiting for me. But, as I gathered my bags and watched the other people from my flight hug their loved ones who were there waiting for them, I realized that no one was there waiting for me.


That's alright. I'll just give him a quick text.
NO SERVICE. 

PANIC!!!

Joe had warned me that my phone probably wouldn't work. In that event, he told me to find a pay phone. Easy. Pay phones are everywhere in air ports. I bought a Vitamin Water so that I could get change for my call and deposited my 2 pound coin into the coin dispenser. Not easy. Dialing a UK number when you dont know when the long distance code ends and the number begins.

FIGHT OR FLIGHT. 

I was getting really worried so I pathetically walked up to the desk of the airline I just flew in on and told the woman at the desk that I was lost. She was nice enough to dial his number for me so that I could talk to him. Turns out that his train has been delayed and that he had been through a snowy hell to get to the airport to get me. He sounded panicked and worried that I would be mad. I wasnt mad...just lost.
Dont worry about it. Just meet me in the Starbucks when you get here. 

About half an hour later I finally saw him through the crowd of people. I wanted to run and tackle him with a hug but I was stuck between my bag, chairs and British people. Waiting till he got to me would have to do.
He is even taller than I remember. And he is nervous. I can see right through you. 

 

 

 

Saturday, December 25, 2010

Manion Mansion Christmas

It is Christmas morning year 2010 and it is the first time that I am not with my family to celebrate. Let me tell you what that means:
It means that yesterday, being Christmas Eve was the first time that I wasn't elbow deep in a mixture of egg, bread and celery with my mom making dressing. Yesterday we would have also begun to feel guilty that we didn't put up any outside decorations. So, at the demand of my sister, my dad would have climbed up to get one or two strands of Christmas lights (hoping they still work) from the top of the garage and would have strung them around a few bushes in the front yard. Normally a pathetic sight...but with great intent. The evening of Christmas Eve, my mom would insist that we all open one gift and my dad would read us "The Night Before Christmas". Even at age 22, hearing him read that story still makes me feel like a little kid getting ready to go to bed to dream of sugar plums while Santa climbs down the chimney.
Today Im also missing my older sister waking me up around 6:45 am. I think one of my favorite parts though is the hot chocolate and cozying up next to the fireplace while we open gifts and I blare Billy Gilman Classic Christmas (normally for the 67th time in a week). After gifts we all are slow to get started showering and prepping for our drive over to my uncle's house carrying all of the food and about 16 pies. My dad will always make a big breakfast..and last year my mom and I added the tradition of drinking early in the morning but making it look classy by at least drinking mimosas. We save the egg nog for later :) All the while we laugh at the pets who think it is the best day in the world because they get to trump through mounds of wrapping paper, tape and ribbon.

Of course that is not all of the Minatrea Family Christmas but that is what I got to finish before Nikki called me this morning. I guess the good thing about being so far away is that I am an hour ahead so by the time she wakes me up Ive gotten an extra hour of sleep!

What I've realized though, is that there is no place quite like home for the holidays. Even if home seems like its the same thing every year. Its the little things that you miss once you dont have them around. For example, I am positive that if my dad were able to make me my hot chocolate this morning I know without asking he would have made the perfect mixture of chocolate and hot water knowing that I like it really chocolatey.

Today, my plan is to venture into the city and see what the rest of the world does on Christmas day.

Merry Christmas everyone :)